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Friday, September 7, 2012

The Future is Coming...Eventually...

Long time no post, I know. But life hasn't seemed that stimulating enough to share... How sad...
But I do have some recent developments. Kind of.
Well, if you've read my previous posts, you know we've been in limbo waiting to move to our next home. Finally we've gotten confirmation that it's happening the first of October!
Not only that, but I won't have to be away from Ty as long as I originally thought. We were told 3 months, but it's gotten cut down do only 7 weeks.  I'm so relieved. I know that some military families are separated sometimes years so I shouldn't even think of complaining, but 3 months would have been rough... I'm very blessed.
Not only that, but it looks like we'll be in our new home and on a new coast before Christmas! I can't believe it. We've been waiting over a year to move on and now that it's time, it's all happening a lot quicker than I imagined. I'm anxious, but admittedly nervous about the move. Starting over is rough. New place, new people.. new coast! It's hard to believe that in about 3 months from now I'll be over 6000 miles away from where I am sitting now...
I'm going to miss this place. As ready as I am to go somewhere new and start a new chapter, this place has become "home". It's where we were newlyweds. Our first house. Our first chapter. It's going to be hard to say goodbye to this beautiful place... Hard to believe I won't drive by the ocean every day and see the sunset over the water every night. It'll be sunrises on the horizon now.
I'm going to try my best at not being too sentimental. I want to be excited for this change. There's going to be so much to do out east. We're going to be in the middle of everything. History will be around every corner. As a history major, let's just say I'm ecstatic about that. We'll get to see the seasons again too. It's probably strange how much I'm looking forward to that. I haven't seen a real fall or winter in two years! I guess even a real summer for that matter. I'm not looking forward to the harsh New England winters, but I'll have to get used to it again. It's a good trade off I suppose.
I hope it's as wonderful as I imagine it to be. I hope we're as happy there as we were here. A new chapter is starting for us. I have a feeling our lives our going to change a lot in Maryland. Maryland will hopefully be where I become a mother. It's hard to wrap my mind around that fact... surreal. I'm anxious about it though, I'll admit. Probably a little too anxious for my husband's liking. I'm just ready to be a mother. With every day I grow more and more certain I'm ready. I want Maryland to be where we start our family.
I will say being a military spouse and surrounded my military families sort of makes having kids "quickly" the natural occurrence. It seems like everyone has children around us. Either that or the newlyweds announce pretty soon they're expecting. I guess it makes sense though. The spouse who isn't in the military tends to not work (not everyone of course, just I feel the majority around here) so it's easier to start a family.
I'm glad we've waited as long as we have though. We were able to figure out how to combine lives without adding a third to the mix. I'll admit, I'm glad we have had a chance to be selfish a little too. I had him all to myself.
But my maternal clock as sounded it's alarm and it will not be ignored! By the way, what's up with that? I'm 22... shouldn't it start ticking later? Hmm.
Well, since I don't have babies to take endless pictures of yet, here's pictures of Phoebe!! I guess you can say she was our first "baby"... :)




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